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Thursday, August 20, 2009 - 2:10 PM
SICK.
i am sick. AGAIN. i had a fever ytd evening, right after my runny nose and sore throat. :(

why do i have to be so fragile? i am so SICK of my body... it is so susceptible to illnesses. :(

haiz, maybe i should stop pushing all the blame to my body and start to put in more effort in taking care of it...afterall, as quoted by shazhu, you are the one who possess your body, thus you have the obligation to take care of it.

feeling tired and gloomy now. shazhu is coming to my house to deliver my lunch, well that is sth for me to be happy about. :))) haha, poor him, i think i am realli troublesome... he has to worry about so many things for me.. poor health, bad ankle...etc and i think he is going to fall sick too, if he doesnt stop burning late night oil.

secondly. i am getting SICK of FYP. i have to change my question, and i only got to know it just 2 days ago. T__T

ah ma really shld have told me last month when i met her, that my fyp topic is too much of a common question. shldnt have wasted my time, really. i could have found my new direction and come up with a question using last month's time of holiday. arghh...well i am not angry with her, i am just...disappointed. with her and with myself. fortunately, she suggested a new direction for me to do, now i have to think of a question which is DO-able. ARGH...why do we have to think of the question by ourselves?? almost everything has been done before and we have to think of new ideas and new angles to look at old problems by ourselves. this is just too difficult for me..i think, or maybe i am just not academically-trained enough to challenge this. :((

3rdly, xy took her flight at midnight ytd, and i think she should have reached Beijing by now. hope that she will be able to face all the obstacles and challenges over there... haha i think she can do it, if its me, i wil probably just collapse from all the stress and responsibilities.

argh. i feel tired and drowsy from the medicine. but i promise myself not to slp unless i do some research today. and maybe i should stop graumbling all these nonsense and start to do something constructive. alright, that's it! i have set my target:

by hook or by crook, i am going to come up with my fyp question by the end of next week!



Saturday, August 15, 2009 - 12:45 PM
a brief summary
haha i m just v v v busy( and plain lazy) to blog. recently has been chiong-ing my readings cos i will be meeting ah ma for discussion next tues. so wells, i will just blog abt some updates while i have some time:


1. had a bbq outing w shazhu on national day! at east coast! haha it was quite a successful bbq cos the food din go back even when they had thawed and had been out under the sun for nearly 3 hrs. even though the sea breeze was super strong, we( he) stil managed to set the fire! =) aft like 40min? as usual, i m the one preparing the food. lol. haha initially we couldn't even find a place to set our bbq items( cos we din book a pit), cos there were toooooo many ppl at east coast! for the whole of east coast, we only managed to find an empty stone table at area G, which was damn far away. we walked from area C to area G just to find a place! haha not to mention my ankle went sore again at the end of the day...shazhu was feelin quite bad but i told him it was ok, i had enjoyed the bbq v v v much anyway. :)))


2. meet up with the black rose gals, minus off jan cos she is in US right now. anyway this was kind of a farewell dinner for xy, cos she is flying off to Beijing next wed midnight! sob sob...haha not too bad la, anyway she will most prob be coming back to singapore for the next CNY so wells, time will pass for fast for us as we will all be v busy with our individual stuffs, and who noes, we will meet again v soon! :) anyway went w dia and xy to buy xy's digicam and wallet, and we all had great fun laughing at her, haha! no la just kidding...i realised its been a long time since i shop with them.... aft that went to billy bombers with them for dinner and grace was waiting for us alrd! this dinner was special in the second sense that tis was grace's first pay treat! :))) thank u, gal! for the delicious dinner! ok tt means the next time when we all had our first pay we must treat each other dinner too..haha a way to get together!


3. sch has reopened for me, but so far i only went for 1 single lect~lol! hmm lect has been fine but me and jx din get the proj topic of our choice cos the juniors wanted the same thing and they pleaded w us so...we just gave it up. haha, its not a big deal anyway. anyway only met jx for the whole of this week and the rest of the gals are like disappearing...haha as in we are taking realli different modules so i can meet ling ling and AY like only once a week, if we self-declare tues as a free day when we pon bus lect. and minmin! i don tink i m seeing her in class for the entire sem cos we din have any similar modules... i guess we can plan some time out during a wkday and have lunch tgth in sch? haha maybe i can ask them for their timetables and plan a weekly lunch getogether.


4. the prob nw is, i din get the elective that i wanted! I WANT TO TAKE MALAY!! argh, why do they have to allocate the second choice for me, when the first choice of mine stil has space? zzzzzzzz so in the end i had to take spanish... have been been looking out for anyone dropping malay so that i can immd grab that place, but so fasr, all the slots for malay are taken up... i don realli wan to take spanish( my 2nd choice) but if i cant take malay, i will be stuck with spanish. :S the spanish teacher had alrd upload the curriculum and some notes for us, we gonna be learnin quite alot of stuff during the first lesson, plus a pdf stating 10 reasons why we shld learn spanish. erm, that doesnt really persuade me much. please, i need much more persuasions than this!!



Saturday, August 01, 2009 - 11:51 PM
sprained.ankle. sequel
recently there is sth wrong with my blogger account and thus, i can't post any pics. But NOW I CAN! :)

these are the pics that i took when i sprained my ankle:

this is my left ankle, which is perfectly ok...

and this is my right ankle, which was swollen on the second day of the incident...





haha this was my "pig trotter" =.= this is what shazhu called me la, so i looked at his arm and said its a drumstick....



apparently my ankle looks alright now, but actually its not! hmmph, really hate myself for my carelessness. i can't run, i can't jump, i can't squart properly, and i can't rush for train! arghhhh


my ankle hurts whenever i "point" my toes. seriously, i wonder when will it recover fully... although i can walk normally now, i don't think i can run for the next four weeks.. just when i thought i regained my stamina during the holidays with regular running... T___T


right now, my ankle is still abit sore, but i dont think i am taking any photos of it anymore, i just pray hard everyday that it will get well soon.


anyway, i still managed to attend the SPH joint-scholarship award presentation ceremony last thursday, to support Mr Ang... haha attended the ceremony with his family and his aunt and cousin... here are some pics:

i look super funny in this pic, tilting my head like this, because dear Mr Ang suddenly pressed his chin on my head >.<

...me and his family. we were sitting in the SPH auditorium before the ceremony began...



this is HIM! haha he was receiving his prize from Dr Tony Tan on stage...behind was a screen shot of his video clip...funny act cool pose. LOL




He's with the other scholarship holders in this photo...taking photos with the board of directors(i think) of the SPH foundation:



...and his family tgth with the other families to take pics together:


alright, tt's it for today. more photos will be updated next time!