Bad news today. An incident happened. its a super sad thing. I pray tt her soul will go to e heaven or be reincarnated into a human in a good family who will treat her well. Amitabha.

LIFE is so Vulnerable. U don noe if u will be waking up on ur bed e next day to see e sun. Anyone has e possibility to leave this world at any moment. ALL people have to die one day, so why not live a happy n meaningful life?

LIFE is so precious. Everyday, there r people who r dying of hunger n diseases, n yet they struggled to live. Some people prefer to take their lives lightly, n commited suicide. In my perspective, no matter how hard life is, how stressed up we r, as long as we r alive in tis world, there is still HOPE for solution. Still, u would not noe when u will leave tis world.

Me too, have had suicidal thots, don noe why, maybe i was too stressed up n was influenced by e media. But i still have some rational thinkin. Life is not all abt education, it consists of alot of stuff, n its definitely Not onli abt urself, but it involves of a lot of people related to u, either directly or indirectly. Because we r livin in a society where people interect alot with each other (well, unless u r living by urself in some caves, then prob no1 will care abt u), living is definitely Not juz for urself.

Juz in case anything happen to me, i wanna say... ...

I love my parents n brother and am very grateful to them for bringing me up n treating me so well.
I love my grandma, aunts, uncles n cousins.
I love all my teachers, though sometimes i may not like them, but they have taught me sth in 1 way or another, n i am realli grateful.
I love blackrose, dumpling girls, chinese dance frens, pugi frens and all others whom i've made in pri schs, anderson n nyjc. Its u guys/gals who have made my life so colourful.
I love all my CCA seniors n juniors, though i may not noe u all well, but i stil thank u for givin me wonderful memories.
I love anderson and nyjc, these r e places where wonderful memories came frm.
I love my country, my home.

Fukai Mori (deep Forest)
Do As Infinity

Fukai fukai mori no oku ni ima mo kitto
Okizari ni shita kokoro kakushiteru yo

Sagasu hodo no chikara mo naku tsukarehateta
Hitobito wa eien no yami ni kieru

Chiisai mama nara kitto ima demo mieta kana

Bokutachi wa ikiru hodo ni
Nakushiteku sukoshi zutsu
Itsuwari nya uso wo matoi
Tachisukumu koe mo naku

Aoi aoi sora no iro mo kizukanai mama
Sugite yuku mainichi ga kawatte yuku
Tsukurareta wakugumi wo koe ima wo ikite
Sabitsuita kokoro mata ugokidasu yo

Toki no RIZUMU wo shireba mou ichido toberu darou

Bokutachi wa samayoinagara
Ikite yuku dokomademo
Shinjiteru hikari motome
Arukidasu kimi to ima

* repeat

Bokutachi wa samayoinagara
Ikite yuku dokomademo
Furikaeru michi wo tozashi
Aruteku eien ni

Tachisukumu koe mo naku ikite yuku eien ni

ha, now i using e same old com, in a brand new room! My tenant had moved away for abt 2 or3 yrs, n we've been using e room as a store room. Recently my bro did e room up, n made it his study room, n i got advantage to come into his room, coz e com is here!=) Wonderful man, my bro say broadband will be here on Tues. haha, then i can download songs n movies liao, much faster tis way. Think my bro is setting up a 2nd com next to tis one, so as to take Full adventage of e broadband.=P

aniwae, i got pugi later, so comin here to type 1st. Haiz later full dress rehersal, sian sia...n our 镟风腿 is like..wat e hell, haha, so 丢脸 ! n e actual thing is next wk, 30th of July, Sat. those who are interested pls come n support us kz, its in NY hall, 2-5pm.

Ytd got our new Pugi Tee!! Its so nice, got a dragon behind 1. But its quite ex, coz we onli make 20 pieces ma. But when Ben showed it to his sis, his sis said its very BENG lei...haiz, why ppl always associate chinese dragon wif ah bengs? C'mon, man! Its e new century, so stop associating it wif e chinese secret society of e past. Its actualli a v Beautiful n Magnificent legendary creature, I'll be glad if ppl appreciate it.

Ytd's laughin stuff:
Starrin: Little Boy TengLeong

Jess n i were makin our up to e 5th floor for CLA lecture...on our way up e stirs, we saw LB

LB: mdm tan tell us to do a presentation for e pugilistic extravaganza...

Jess: who?

LB: me n JY. Then Mr lowe said JY isn't playin e drum well, then wushu also not good...he said he, don noe wat..烂泥 wat 撞树...

Jess n Me: HUh?? 烂泥撞树？?(i thought its a pile of MUD knockin into a TREE?, jess thought its describin JY as e pile of MUD)

LB: there, e idiom lo..don noe la, think its liddat la...

Jess: u mean 滥竽充数 is it?

Me: wa...滥竽充数 can become 烂泥撞树...

LB: Orh...烂泥冲树....烂泥冲树 (noddin his head)

Jess n Me: its 竽！！！

LB: ok, ok, 滥竽充数!! My idiom not good ma...haha

Jess: thought someone said his chinese v good one...?

LB:<-_->


Aniwae, i changed my pic n music!! haha, its Sesshomaru, Inuyasha's big bro! he v shuai hor? n e music is from Inuyasha season 2's endin song, DEEP FOREST by Do As Infinity. i Love tis song!

Destroyed 4 things within e past 2 days:

my ruler n bottle in 1 hr's time on Fridrumstick n a security belt of my sling bag on Sat
*sigh*

Onli gotten my bottle into its original state, angeline helped me to fix e cover back. My ruler broke into 5 pieces when i sub-conciously bend it, e security belt(don noe if tt's wat ppl call it) of my sling bag had a teeth broken for no reason, maybe someone's heavy bag stacked on mine when its put in pugi room. And e drumstick( e 1 tt u play e drum with, not e 1 of a chicken) had split into 2 during trainin. Haha, come to think of it, i'm e 1st 1 aft Meihui who broke e drumstick when drumming! ITS SO FUNNI! It happened in e middle of e practice n i couldn't continue, so i sat on e floor to wait for e others to finish, then put on e ending pose 2gether with e others;) Ha, n i actualli took a pic of e 2pieces of drumstick for memorial use. Think i put it on my friendster when its ready=P

e pasat malam near my house has shifted to causeway pt, so i presume tt e stall sellin anime posters shld be stil at causeway pt too. But i donn noe if i stil wanna buy tt Inuyasha poster for Ben's b'dae. Thanx to u guys man.<=_=> Kimmy. No BIG deal. guys in my class also call me nicknames wat, like momo or jinmao. It's juz a nickname. If i buy e poster for Ben then u all would say i pian xin, why i buy present for him but not for other guys. So suan le ba, then don buy lo. I also don noe wat is realli goin on, so better play safe.

Harry Potter n The Half-Blood Prince was officially launched Ytd!!!=)haha, me so excited!! News reports on e exciting events all over e world r makin my heart itchy. I actualli imagined i'm 1 of those who appeared at Borders or Edinburgh ytd. Imagined onli la. How i wish i can get my hands on tt book right now man. Haiz, no choice. Muz force myself to study hard for A's instead. So sad. n i'm also waiting for e price to drop at e end of tis yr. Gonna save up. Or maybe u all can buy for me for my blah blah;)

*Opps, did i tell u, Huiyi, tt ur Birthday is e same as Harry Potter's n J.K Rowling's? Hope u don mind;)

I LOVE HARRY!!!

Oh man, its like ard 6 wks since i'm here. So tired. Juz finished midyr exams. n my results sux man. Although i passed my subjects(except for GP), but its stil realli bad. E for math, E for geog, C for cla n D7 for GP. die, wonder how much effort i've got to put in within e limited time to get good results. Suan le, juz had chinese oral todae, n i've messed it up. Stumbled 3 times for e passage, n i've crapped my way thru e conversation. I onli gave a few points n tt teacher told me okay liao, n she onli asked me 1 qn. Is tt good or bad? Don noe, but i juz cant help feelin uneasy.

Aniwae, went out to play liao, even be4 my exams ended. Went to town with Black Rose to celebrate xy's b'dae, n they sun bian bought my v belated b'dae gift--a new world order tee! Its so cute, coz i chose 1 ma, haha. But its kinda too big, but e S size is realli small. Actualli it fits, but my shoulders r too wide for my body=( so in e end bought e bigger M size...Jan paid e money at e counter, n e rest said she looked like my Mum, haha! Coz she is taller n her dressin was quite mature, n i was wearin tee n jeans(as usual), so when she paid she realli looked like she's my MUm!=P

AFT tt, we went to a bag shop in Level 1. Graysie saw a sling bag, n she immediately fell in love with it (so called "yi jian zhong qing" )...
Grays: Jan, tis bag nice anot?Jan: ya, not bad...
"Zoom!" A second ltr, grays was at e counter paying for her bag alreadi.
mE: wa! u buyin a bag alreadi?! I haven even see it, how much is it?
Grays: $32(shld be), i need a bag for sch aniwae...
mE: wa, u realli "yi jian zhong qing" man...=)
then its xy's turn to choose her bag. Ai she, always not v sure wat she wants one, was hesitatin btw two diff colours, but eventualli we persuaded her tt brown is more unique than blue for a denim bag. Then its jan who wanted to buy a bag...

Jan: which 1 is nicer, red or purple?
mE: if its me, i'll choose red, its brighter
Jan: realli? i also think its not bad
dia: i think Purple is nicer..
Jan: huh, so how?
mE: Aiya, u decide lo, its urs ma, u shld choose a colour u like
Jan: don noe lei, all look so nice...
So we were kinda stucked in e shop for quite some time, n Jan stil haven decide yet...
gRAYS: jAN, HURRY UP! u r takin so long, tt time also, buyin a deuter bag for u also take so long!
mE: Haha, realli ah?(coz i wasnt there)
Xy: ya la, n she was onli choosin btw 2 colours, n there was a tent in tt shop, so we were sayin tat we have to camp inside tt shop for e nite!=P hahaha!
every1: jan, hurry up!!!

So finalli, she chose her bag, i think its white. Then we went to Swensen's to eat a reg earthquake...we were choosin e flavors: mocha, sticky choc, almond, lime, blah blah, then xy said she wanted YAM..then we were all like" YAM??!!" its so anti-climax! In e end we were v bad, haha we turn e bowl to a position where e yam ice-creme was facin xy, coz we don realli like it=P i think its too sweet. When we were payin, all of us contributed alot of coins, so we ended up with a pile of coins(coz its $3.65 each, we have 6 ppl=)..n onli some notes..

grays n ster: oh no, wo bu gan can...
mE: haha, can i pretend i don noe anithing..
xy: think e waiter's gonna count until mad...
dia: jan, can u call for e bill?
Jan: Why is it me???
every1: coz u r e bravest amoung us!! Go, Janicia!
me: make sure u wait till e manager walked past us...
Jan: k la k la...
so Brave Jan called for e bill, n OH MY, u shld have seen e look on e waiter's face, he was stunned! e poor waiter was like countin e coins for eternity, with e 6 of us lookin at him, we were like:" correct?". so even though he had not finished countin, he stil said:'ya, correct.." then poor thing he wasnt able to take e coins with his hands, he used e booklet for e bill to carry them, n other waiters were laughin at him when he walked to e counter. Of coz we were like" quick! evacuate, evacuate!", used our fastest speed, not pretendin to noe anithing, n walked out of e restaurant=P

i NOE WE R BAD, HAHA, BUT WE R ALWAYS LIDDAT=P

then we were headin towards Heeran to pai neoprints, when we walked past The House OF...CONDOM...=P

StER: Hey i want to go in take a look lei..
Jan: ya, i also v curious..u all want to go in?
( Though jan's not 18 yet, she's got no prob coz she looks mature)
mE: i cannot, not 18 yet, still illegal. i go in they sure check me 1, i look so young, haha=)
dia: i also haven 18 yet...
grays: dia nvm, u r so tall, they won check 1. Though i 18 liao, they sure will check me 1, coz i look so young=P
Xy: so u all don wanna go in?(a-little-disappointed look)
me: me cannot la, not like u, don noe how old liao..U NV go in before meh?(starin at her)
xy: never...(weird smile)
grays: aiya, she actualli wanted to go in v much de, coz we were not 18 yet ma, so she don dare to go in alone..=P
me: haha, ya lo, she not so innocent one...=P, dia can pei u go lo...
Xy:<-_->"
Grays n Me: Enjoy urselves!! esp xy, today's ur b'dae!!=P

so in e end, me n grays went to look at some clothes in Samuel n Kevin, juz beside house of condom, but onli aft a while, all of them came out of their "adventure" le..
grays: so fast ah...so how was it?
mE: xy, did u enjoy urself? ;)
xy: erm, ya, okay la(smilin sheepishly) nothing much actualli, got a lot of "animals" onli..=P
ME N GRAYS: DOTZ

Aft tt, we went to pai neoprint, but there got promotion on cards, i forgot how much le, but its super cheap, n free lamination. But e machine was way to small to fit e 6 of us in, n e pple at e back got to stand on e stool n support themselves by holding on to e poles of e machine. E whole machine was like goin to collapse, e sale assistant kept standin behind e machine n tellin us not to "shake" it. But we did aniwae=P Of all e beatiful pics we have shot, onli 1 pic is e nicest, e other 1 was a bit wasted coz we chose e wrong design,it turn out GREEN instead, n e words r: Spirit of Roses--it realli looks like wat we will look like on e OBITUARY! Gosh!

Imagine e scenario...

We stood in a circle in e corridor n took turns to choose e cards(without knowin wat's e pic), realli nervous(who will take e si ren zhao?), n we opened e cards at e same time..."1,2,3!"
"AH.....!!!!" We screamed, ppl from all direction looked at us.
Me n grays jumpin up n HI5-ing each other...we got e nicest pic!=)
"oh my god!!", " i don want tis!!", "ah...!! Why? Why?"..a mxture of emotions...
ster: don shout liddat in public(keepin e v best of her image. Well, she got e Green photo, n she was still calm, li hai li hai)
Dia got e green photo too, n she( n jan n xy) very much wanted to exchage with me. Dia v kelian, got e most unpopular photo, but since its xy's b'dae, so i exchanged with xy lo. Poor dia then started to suffer from "depression", we tried to console her, budden every pic was distributed to us via email, so its kinda fair to everyone.

Haha, i noe we r Crazy, we've always been liddat since sec1, e craziest clique ever man! We always get to laugh alot when we r 2gather, n often we got stomachache 2gether(laughed too hard n too much) Coz we r always so Childish, despite e age(like some1 so old liao still haven change abit, haiz, mix too much with youngsters like us!=P

Though we'r not always 2gether, we'll stil be frens 4eva! Love ya, gals!=)