bad hair. bad face. bad constitution

tt's all i have. sighs

tis is a super duper random entry cos i m having a fever right nw and i don noe if i shld go take a nap first before meeting sha zhu. just took a bath, felt rather refreshed, so decided to continue learning english again.

had a flu for the past 2 days and a slight but continuous fever for 1 n a half days til nw. i took a C4 table and 2panadols for 3 times ytd but it was all futile. so decided to see doc at the private clinic at my house downstairs. i had a bizarre anticipation tt i had dengue cos was bitten by a mosquitoe w white stripes( hope its not an andes) a few days before when i went hiking w sha zhu.

But i was scaring myself la ahber, the doc told me my fever was passed to me by someone else. but my flu comes on its own.. =S so i was told that i can continue to take panadol til my fever subside and so one kind of flu med was prescibed to me instead.

AND IT COSTS ME $22!!! omg think i m going to faint. erh...so its 10 tablets for $22, 1 tablet for $2.20...hmm so each time i pop a flu tablet, i m actually swallowing $2.20 inside my stomach..hmm i noe i shldnt be so geigao, since its a private clinic, i shldnt expect the same rate at as polyclinic rite...

just 2 wks earlier i went to see chinese physician n spent a huge bomb on some herbal thing( though its sha zhu who paid for me, but i m determined to pay him back cos its realli ex), and 2 mths ago spent a bomb on a pimple cream which cost 30 bucks( i m determined to pay him back too)

nw i discover another reason why i m destined to be so poor..

钱乃是身外之物, tt's one thing tt i keep telling myself, but when one's income is paltry, u have to face the cruelty of reality. hmm fortunately my pama( papa n mama as jan mentioned) are doing quite well recently, and i had just found tuition..but tt's nt much, so i stil have to save more...

anyways, HEALTH is always the most impt thing, so no matter what, i realli have to improve my body's constitution and immune system, so i don have to make my love ones worried abt me...thought stimes pama don seem to care much for me, but judging for the little things that they did, i knew that they stil care alot for me..and sha zhu of cos, i m realli glad that he is always by my side whenever i need him, and takin care of me whenever i fell ill...thank u :)
i realli realli shld count my blessings and treasure my family, my love and my frens who care for me...

and yupp i m feelin much better nw aft popping in a $2.20 tablet, hope its realli worth the money haha

ok tt's all folks, time to continue learning my english vocabs...