Gosh i din noe tt the feelin of unemployment is so Depressing! It sucks man! Well i have a so called part time job of a Tuition coordinator but it is actualli a realli tough job. well i had to do all the sai gang of publicity, findin students, distribute flyers, posting advertisements all by myself--for not even a single cent! till i get someone who want tuition tt is, n i have to make sure everything goes well provided tt tt person would want to pay me the fee as soon as i can make him pay me....=(

so i got tis crab job which is equivalent to not havin a job at all. Well, now its holidays season n students wouldn't mind if they failed their subjects at all, at least at this moment, cos i reckon many of us onli worry abt it until our exams come. Even parents wouldn't be worrying abt tt now, prob too busy worryin abt christmas stuff. but i did play my part, i distributed ard 200 Self-made flyers n i haven got any news yet.*sign*

So the conclusion is tt i wil do more for the tuition thing when sch re-opens, tt will be a rite timing, well at least better than now.

So tired today. Went out for different interviews for almost everyday for abt week +. No reply for most of the stuff. But ytd i went for a interview asking for Event Promoters n tt person allow me to have some trainin nxt tues n for a 2nd interview. The reponse is too overwhelming! Actualli its promoter for different products lah, n they call the name until so nice=x. There were so many ppl goin for interviews, for the time i was there there are ard 13 ppl goin for this job, n i had to wait for ard 45 min for my turn, with 6 ppl before me. That guy who interviewed me kept tellin me its a very tough job( n i noe), cos we have to stand n walk n approach hundreds of ppl( according to him) every day, promoting till our mouths go dry(according to me). Its not like i haven done flag day before, cos i'm those active type( not like those passive type who just stand on one spot n wait for ppl to donate), i wil go ard askin ppl for $ n explaing to them wat the $ is for.

BUT tis is Promoting Products Which PPL don Realli Need! gosh i don how am i going to tahan. That person said tt he is Actualli tryin to Dissuade me ( haha how v funni) cos of the overwhelming response, but since i stubbornly said i'm ok with it( n actualli i don realli noe if i can), he put my name down for trainin. At first i was stil beaming to myself how i managed to tell tt person i'm ok with it, n how fun it wil be workin outdoor, n rather appealing because Sunday n Public Holidays are off. Then i calulated tt the starting pay is onli abt $4 per hr, n got ++ accordin to him cos got other incentives. So tt kind of calm me down. Next i was thinkin of how am i goin to promote if i wanna put braces?Then further thots like goin to speak for 10 x 6 hrs per wk kinda frighten me. wat if i cannot tahan talkng for so long? DIE.......=X

Part of me is happy n part of me is sad. Happy cos i almost managed to get a job, just a few more days n i Will get the job. Sad cos i was thinkin why i can't get a better job, like clerical or admin kinda stuff. its so contradictin cos i tot sitting in the office is quite borin n an outdoor job is alot more fun. So now its either I can get myself another better job before i find myself signing the contract for the promoter job, Or the promoter job is not as bad as i think it wil be. Bless Me Pls!!