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Monday, May 30, 2005 - 1:00 AM
Holz here!!
Yippie! Its e holz! But as i've told jan they all, my holz is like onli 2 wks, coz e 1st wk we have to go back to sch for make-up lects n tutorials, n if i add up all e pugi trainins, its almost another wk. Oh man, onli two wks to study for my exams. N i've got each paper of Geog clashin with Math n CLA 2. Great. I've got to do my best out of e worst.=(

Seeing my frens steppin down makes me wanna cry. Ok, not tt bad la. But i'm so envious! Pugi trainin as usual in e holz despite e mid-yrs r approaching. Blame it on tt %#*@#!! Why cant our event be earlier? Sickenin. its not tt i'm not passionate or commited to my CCA, its juz tt e critical period is gettin nearer n my results doesnt show any improvement frm last yr. U may say tt its all abt my own time management. But its e truth tt my CCA requires alot of my time...n energy. Even though i may have a gd time management, but i may not have e energy to do my work!...wat's even worst is, when my mid-yr results r out, there's going to be a meet-e-parents session, n i can picture wat's going to happen. 1st, my teacher will complain to my ma/pa abt my poor result, then she will relate it to my CCA, then my ma/pa will nag at me on e spot n goes on n on... ...

When i heard Xy said tt she's not e onli one who wanna get 3 As for Alvls, i immediately told her i onli dare to dream of ABC man, n she was like "impossible!", but tt's already high hopes for me, now tt i even have problems passing my subjectS.*sign* who doesnt wan gd grades for their exams? i bet every J2 in pugi have e same feelings too, n who wouldn't wanna blame it on tt %#*@#?! Wow, relief frm e inner toxic sure feels gd.=)

Vesak Day(amitabha)

On vesak day, we went chu shi-ing again. Well, its considered as e last Official chu shi for us J2s. N i tot tt i would cry, haha but i din. We went to 4 places n i saw sth which bewildered me. At 1 of e places, there was some kind of god possesion, in which someone was dress like e god n even behave like 1, believe it or not, i think its a bit scary, but i choose to believe it anyway, as long as the gods are blessing us. n e association actualli gave us a Lion!! tt lion is so BeaUTiFUL!! It has pure white fur n looked realli majestic. But wat a pity girls are Not allowed to use it.=( Well, too bad. No choice tt we Are bloody.

Anyway we had quite a fun time, erm destroyin our own bamboo poles which were used as flags n tied to e side of e lorry. Well, actualli its not our fault, i would say e bamboo poles r realli too vulnerable. But tt %#*@# kept lecturin us n blamin us, say wat she had told us lotsa times tt flags r to be tied tis way'tt way, as if!!! Always appear to be e one who nv makes mistakes at all always think she noes everything. So disgusting!! n to think some seniors actualli massage for her, OMG!! i wouldnt wanna dirty my hands, yucks! So e lorry went "nude" for e rest of e time actualli tt felt shiok! with e wind blowing on us at ease with no obstruction, tt's e 1st time we enjoy it. Haha, n quite memorable coz our last chu shi turned out tis way.

N not to forget aft e whole thing our pugi's famous "couple" Mr n Mrs Tiong went aft Comic boy around e canteen, n e rest of us r watching e great show, cheering for them like watchin a soccer match! Haha, then Jo joined in e compe, to make e game less biased if not 2 against 1 Comicboy may lose. So anyway i guess e Mother n Son won e game.=) smilez