<body>



Saturday, November 20, 2004 - 11:20 PM
Hmmm....
Well, i think i looked v fierce today durin e start of Pugi, coz i wasn't wearin any expressions n i don feel like talkin. i felt NOTHING. My heart was EMPTY. Because 2 ppl r leavin Pugi. Who was e one who encouraged me when my leg was hurt? Who was e one tellin me not to give up? This particular someone is Ping. N now she n huimin have decided to quit Pugi. Becoz of some injuries n long hrs of trainin n of coz, parents, they quit. Well i can see tat huimin was determined to leave us, but Ping? I realli don noe...n i was still expectin her to come for todae's trainin, till she msged me to tell me tat she quit le. Saddenin...coz she's my close fren n i had always tell her not to give up her passion. Although her back is injured, it will recover 1 day, n she can do e not so vigorous stuff like playin e drum. N i was still thinkin tat we will be in e same CCA for 6 consecutive yrs...but now...haiz.
In e toilet while changin into our gongku, Jo, Jess n Ada were talkin abt these stuff, which made me cried...silently. But i think Ada caught me sniffin. Its actualli a real pity not able to keep Ping n huimin coz both of them are good lion dancers, n now with them gone, we have onli one lion head among e girls, which is great trouble tat coach wanted all e girls to try n practise e role of lion head. N with them gone, we pugi will be onli left with 7 ppl, pathetic rite?=( N onli left 4 gals, whenever onli 4 of us are changi, i feel so lost, how i wish we will be like before, with all e 6 of us laughin together in e changin rm...=( Realli, Pugi NEEDS u! Pls, come back! N i'm determined to change Ping's mind...hope tt i can do it. Ping, will u be HAPPIER joinin harmonica than joinin Pugi? Becoz CCA is all abt PASSION n ENJOYMENT,...if u realli think otherwise, then no matter wat i said, u will still leave rite? Then e onli thing i can do is to wish u all e best in harmonica n May u be as happy as when u were with us...all of us are still ur close frens, yea? Any probs can come find me de, n Pugi will welcome u anytime...
I was feelin better later, n we were havin fun slackin n gossipin abt teachers(haha, Pang Pang n Feng Feng!=P)with Mr Low, n we e shi wei had much fun practisin with e lion heads, but was quite tirin too, coz e lion heads were quite heavy n we had to jerk, which we kept knockin our heads n shoulders. I don noe why onli my left shoulder was knocked, but not my right one. N tat Ada v bad said tat my left shoulder is higher than my right shoulder, haha!! Anyway, when practisin e Water Basin Green(shui peng qing) with Jess, Jess missed e sides of e basin n landed in e water with both legs, haha, me no better, missed n landed my right leg in e basin. So our legs got wet la, then aft pugi we v childish used e water frm e basin to splash on coach, haha! But he took revenge by usin his bottle to spray on us, wahaha! Save water man, water is precious!=P
Ok, tat's it for todae, gonna call my dear Pia liao, tml me still gotta work, earn $$!!